Good
Morning Mudras and Friends!
It’s
the 24th today. So what? Hahaha. Just reminding you.
Anyway
I have a chika guys!
Remember
on my previous post, I mentioned here na once I go home after work, I’ll buy
James his monthsary cake. I’m rushing to go home para makaabot ako sa bukas na
Red Ribbon. I slept sa bus. Nagising lang ako kasi nauntog ako sa salamin sa
sobrang antok ko, sakto naman na dun na ako bababa. Diba meant to be lang ang
pagka untog ko? =)
I went
to Red Ribbon shop at Pamplona Dos in Las Pinas near Starmall. I bought a small
cake lang kasi ang usapan namin ni Daryl is that he will buy a bigger cake this
coming Sunday pag visit niya kay James. So for the sake of just having
something on his monthsary, I bought the Leche Flan Cake in half roll for
Php175.
I asked
the lady cashier of until what time their store is open. Sabi nya till 10pm daw.
Me:
Pwede bang iwan ko na lang yung cake? Babalikan ko na lang?
Cashier:
Ok lang naman po ma’am. 10pm po close na kami nun.
She’s
just want to make sure na makarating ako before closing time nila so I said no
na lang. I’m not sure kasi how’s the traffic eh so I carried the cake going
home.
I was
planning to go home muna to get clothes. James kasi was at my sister’s house so
dun na lang din ako matutulog at manggagaling papuntang work the next day.
Kelangan kasi ni Ate pumasok sa office eh dahil wala syang house help due to
vacation, ayun si mama na lang muna ang kasama nya. So sinama din ni mama si
James sa kanila which is totally fine naman sa akin.
I rode
a jeep going home. Maluwag yung jeep ni manong eh, walang masyadong pasaherong
nasakay so I had the cake placed sa tabi ko. Hindi ko na sya kinalong kasi may
dala pa akong plastic bag. I am trying my best na hindi ko masira ang cake.
A
street away before our place, there was a girl and a gay na sumakay. Mejo bata
pa ata yung gay around 15 siguro then I don’t know if the girl was his mom or
what. The girl sat almost beside me, then the gay almost sat between us.
Hinarang ko yung left hand ko then I was trying to get the cake on my right
hand. Anyway, I am too late kasi the gay sat on the cake. The box crumpled. I
looked at it for 5 seconds kasi I can’t believe what I just saw. I heard the
gay said, Sorry. Then when it finally sinked in, I looked at both of them and
they seem to doesn’t care at all. The girl assisted the gay to sit on her other
side instead.
Me: Anu
ba yan! Ano ng hitsura nyan ngayon?
They
doesn’t seem to care still.
Me:
Pwede naman kasi mag sorry eh.
Girl:
Nag sorry na nga diba?
I was
shocked. Ganon na ba ang mga tao ngayon? Sya pa ang mataas ang ere ha?
Girl:
Bakit kasi jan nakalagay yan? Upuan ba to ng cake.
Me: Oo
upuan to ng cake anung pakealam mo?
Girl:
Hay ewan ko sayo! Gumawa ka ng sarili mong..
She
faced the other way.
Me:
Kayo na nga ang nakadisgrasya ganyan pa kayo!
Girl
and Gay in Chorus: Eh nagsorry na nga diba?
Me:
Mama para na nga!
The gay
was talking still. I looked back then..
Me: Nye
nye nye ewan ko sayo! While going down.
I can
still hear them whispering and the last thing I heard was
Gay:
Tabachoy!
Nakababa
na ako pero narinig ko pa rin eh.
Me:
Wala kang pakealam bakla!!
Then I
walked away.
Since I
bought the cake, I tried my very best not to destroy even the box that’s why I
had it sitting beside me tapos inupuan lang pala ng kung sino. I was so mad and
shaking while walking home. I wanted to cry dahil sa bwisit ko. I could have
done more. Sinaboy ko sana yung cake sa pagmumukha nila. I don’t fight with
little things sa strangers. As much as possible, lumalayo na lang ako or kung
pansinin ko man, sobrang bihira lang talaga. It could have been ok if they said
their apologies sincerely. I don’t expect them na lumuhod sa harap ko dahil
cake lang naman yun at Php175 lang naman. But my point is, it was an accident
that they caused pero parang wala silang pakealam. They thought a sorry will
fix everything. It could be but they missed the sincerity in it. If they have
done it in a nice way, sino ba namang normal na tao ang magagalit pa rin? I
wouldn’t ask them to pay for it and all. I just need them to at least care.
Pero waley mga teh. Tumaas ang presyon ko. Imagine? Sila pa ang nagalit sa akin
na naupuan nila ang cake ko? If I were in their situation, baka hindi na ako
magkandaugaga sa kakahingi ng sorry. I don’t care kung ang cake na yun eh para
lang kanino eh. It was for my baby’s 6th monthsary. Kinupit ko pa
yun sa kakarampot kong savings mabigyan ko lang ng cake to blow ang baby ko. I
tried my best na hindi gusutin ang carton, pinilit kong makauwi ng maaga para
lang maabutan kong gising si James at makita nya ang cake tapos ganun? Wala
silang pakealam sa cake na yun?
I
almost cried pero inisip ko na lang, matured na ko eh. I can buy more cakes,
yung cake na hindi kayang bilhin ng babae at baklang yun! I comforted and re-tell
the story to myself just to cope up with it. And since re-telling my story sa
sarili ko has been effective for me, nakapag move on din ako agad sa incident
na yun. Anyway, when I looked at it naman sa bahay, hindi naman nadurog ang
cake, mejo nababoy lang ng konti ang icing pero ayos pa rin naman.
I took
a picture of it pero hindi ko na I upload ngayon. Ihahabol ko na lang sa mga
susunod na entry promise! =)
I am
happy naman when I saw James. They took a video of him laughing. Sabi ko sa
inyo eh, lahat tinatawanan ng batang yun. I tried taking photos of him with the
cake pero since 6 months na nga sya, ang likot. We can’t take a proper picture.
He was trying to reach for the cake. He was crying kasi pinipigilan ko syang
hawakan yung cake niya plus antok na din sya when I came home. Kaya most of the
picture that you will see in my next entries are blurred. Naisip ko tuloy,
habang natagal, pahirap na ng pahirap picture-an si James. Hayy..
I don’t
want to end this entry na mejo malungkot so I will show you some of his photo
Dadang took habang naghaharutan sila.
Ang cute sana, blurred lang =( |
Puro laway! Ang daldal kasi eh. Hehe |
Another tulo laway =) |
See?
He can sit on his own pero kelangan pa rin ng guidance. =)
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